When I finally gave up the profession gave upI fell into a deep hole. Dream jobs and failure just don't mix well. I took some time off, which is probably when my real search began: For me. For a life that is right for me. Currently, I was looking into a completely meaningless world that had nothing to give me. And I wondered if there was anything I had to give it. Finally, I literally ended up on my knees, at the end of my answers, praying, asking with passionate fervor: "You tell me, show me (at that time it was not yet possible for me to pronounce the word "God" without retching ) what you want from me, what my life should be, how you want to express yourself through me!"

The answer came quickly. In the form of a friend who came to see me for breakfast and confided in me with a hefty problem. Obviously I accompanied him excellently through his process. In any case, he then sent me a friend, who sent me another, and within a few months I was giving daily sessions at home.

Over time, this imparted to me one of my gifts: The ability to read people, to recognize and synthesize deeper connections, and an instinctive intuition.

And it gave me deep joy to enable people to be able to solve something for them and with them, to accompany them through deep emotional processes.

At the same time, I began to dabble in business. For reasons of earning money, but also because I wanted to gain a somewhat broader perspective on this world after this very specialized artistic niche. I started as a call center agent, built up an inbound department, created training materials, was assigned to creative quality management in the next call center, did marketing in an advertising agency, and crowned this part of my earthly journey of exploration with my two-year stint as a business development specialist for the European office of a US state.

With the completion of this task, we are now in 2006, I was disillusioned. But awake. When I started this job, the main task of which was to open the doors to CEOs and managing directors of European companies for the U.S. project team to sell the industrial site of the U.S. state for expansion, I was naive.

I thought I could now make a difference on a larger scale. At this level, the global economy is something like generous business among friends. I was wrong. Global economics is war: It was about "Allies" and "Competitors" and "Agressive Strategies". And I learned that no one ends up in significant political office unless they have first made themselves blackmailable and bribable. It was the closest I ever came to burnout again. My definition of burnout: Burning yourself out for wrong | foreign | no values.

From here on, I began to question everything. Most of all and most consistently myself.

And I thought, if stress, then only for myself and an activity with which I can identify 100%.

First I took over the leadership of the forum "Economy and Spirituality" in XING, with 5000 members at that time and organized regulars' tables in 8 cities in D-A-CH. After my experience in the European office, I had the impression that the global economy urgently needed spirituality: values, we-centered thinking, feeling and acting, mindfulness and sensitivity, respect for living beings and nature - all of this. I also wanted to know what exactly motivates people to want to bring these two "disciplines" together.

And I started my coaching process "Find your Mission" to offer. The tool that empowers people to live a full and fulfilling life that reflects their highest values and allows them to bring their gifts to the best of their ability. A life that no longer forces them to compromise and makes them congruent with themselves on all levels.

By the way, since 2000, since the friend at the breakfast table, I had always run my coaching change transformation activity in parallel. In individual and group work. And made numerous trainings in this regard (see below).

In 2012, an illness forced me to change course again.

I took my first time out over winter in Tenerife, where the warrior found me.

Finally, in April 2016, I received a kind of inner call: dissolve your life in Germany, do the Camino Santiago with your dogs, then live in Tenerife. In August 2016, I set out on the path. And live since February 2017 firmly on Tenerife.